time to blog about today.....i mean yesterday....i mean ahh watever man~~~

haha

Anyways im just curious.......am i getting closer ? is it as a good friend or as?....I DONT KNOW ANYMORE!!!

But here's one thing i know.....i am willing to wait...and heartache about other guys you talk about...will only make me stronger...;...

but i feel that you do it on purpose...i know that you know....i think...lol

haha

i wonder what do you want?....keep wondering about it....

Do you go for looks?...

......if so than i will work out more......

Do you go by interest?

than im sorry im not into your interest...=/

do you go by personality?

Than maybe i should be more outstanding....

maybe like this?

Haha.....i know ppl say dont change for love...but now i know why people do change.....

But i know it sounds desperate.and that its not like me....

Thats the thing...its not like me at all...and i personally like this feeling.....the selfish me wants to change for the other significant,willing to do anything,willing to spend anything i got.......

haaaa..my hair is gonna drop out i tell ya

ouh well i just want you to know....

if youre reading this which you are not.....i think.,......

i want to let you know....

that i really love you...........

yes love....

not like......

but love............

i love the way you talk,'

i love the way you care for your family,

i love the way you look,

i love the way you laugh,

i love the way you sing,

i love the way you ignore people...with"ouh its sounds interesting..ah oh yes im listening"

i love the way you dress ,

i love the way you act shy,

i love the way you get angry,

i love the way you sniffle your nose,

i love the way you call my name,

i love how you reject people treating you even though i can hear your stomach roaring for food

i love how you act all innocent when in-fact you whispered to yourself "annoying much...."

i love the way you are so hard working and so focused on something you do

i love the way you try to get on everyone's good side

i love the way you think and design

i love the way you unconsciously talk about stuff

i love the way you weirdly make hand gesture to yourself when you think,(even though its quiet distracting)

i love the way you make funny faces when you talk

i love the way you analyse people unconsciously

i love everything there is to love about you...even if its a bit annoying haha

i love the way you think deep

i love the way you play with my heart weather you know it or not.....

.........i seriously can go on forever

but what i really love is...you being who you are.......

haaaaa but you will never know .man i feel like hinata right now....

but........sometimes you are annoying too......and i dont like it.....but it's.......... changing me to like you more.......weird.... i know.......

i want to be with you every second cause you make me feel warm,comfortable,true to myself,think im funny myself......and mostly true to my heart

Its strange for me to even type this you know?...let alone say it out....haaaaaa im pathetic.....

i don't mind waiting.....and be your bestfriend....cause what we have now...our friendship....i dont want to lose it..................

well anyway i think i got to go sleep now.........got too much on my mind now...

Signing off,

Tall giant...Tiny heart,

Shou~